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| This is somewhere I used to visit everyday. Now I barely come again. Almost forget about it.
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| There must be a plan God put on us. We don't see it at the tough times, that's why it's called faith as what we need to have.
From Exodus chp3 ver 7-22, Mosses was uncertain about what he can do, but as God wanted to use him, he became a greater leader.
I know there must be a plan on me. I always believe that. But my faith is not strong enough. I worry a lot when I am in the middle of the turmoil.
God knows what kind of person I am. He knows what I want to do. I pray that if He allows, I want to work towards that goal. If He allows me to serve him in that, I will follow. If not, I trust that there's a better plan for me.
I just want to live happily while I am waiting. | | |
| I received this T shirt today. I couldn't even remember about this as it's been a few months already. GARP asked me to take a picture of myself holding the FRM cert. with a background of the landmark in my city, and send them the photo in return for this T shirt. So I took it right in front of IFC. And today I received this UPS package. (Americans really know how to spend $10 on things you can spend $5 on, now u get a better picture why the crisis starts from US) Although it's just a T shirt but I am glad to receive it.
In this society, we are all labeled by someone/ with something. In the finance sector, you go to interview, people read on your resume and see what qualification you got. CFA, FRM, MBA...etc.
Recently I share with my family and Kelie about what I really want to do. They all support me, and say this moment right now could be a time for me to re-consider my future career. I didn't really "choose" to do what I wanna do after graduation. I just FOLLOWED the path, graduated with a ECON degree, internship in Morgan Stanley, then started in the finance sector, banks, broker firms....
No matter if I can reach to what I wanna do at last, I am taking this opportunity to try. If God allows me and wants me to do it, I know I will be able to.
This FRM is history. I don't know if my next job will get to "use" it, but I reckon this as one of my achievements. Now I am ready to achieve another totally different thing. Starting from today I will prepare for it.
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| I never think of I have so many Christian friends. I used to have many of course, when I was in church, when I was serving God in school Christian Union, when I was being active in the ISCF. And then when I left God I left them.
Today Marvin found me on facebook. Marvin was a member of the Christian Union in St. Paul's College. I used to be the leader, the chairman of the union. And then I left God. Now I am seeing Marvin's photo on fb, been doing things to glorify God. I feel like I missed something. I was being pessimistic. I was blindfolded. I was probably looking at a wrong direction in life too. I didn't see these Christian buddies around me.
But now when I look carefully, U guys are all around me. Been doing a lot of things and taking up the responsibilities to glorify God everyday. It's just me who left the group. But the miracle thing about God is, He never leaves us alone, even though I turned away from him.
He sent me so many angels....I can barely hold my tears whenever I think of each of you. Thank you.
I used to believe this, but then denied it. Now I am thinking again, Love can change the world....by changing every single person. | | |
| I probably have breakfast to go from Cafe De Coral once or twice a week. Used to have more per week but now they shoot up the price so it's not a often choice anymore. I was drilling on the beef this morning at my office (before I really need to get on work). U know, when u cut the beef on the take away box u r actually cutting part of the container too. That sound, reminds me very well something in the past. I remember there were one time that I and mom and dad were queuing in Central for something. I guess it was some kind of passport application or whatever. That was not far from the time that I broke my front teeth. It should be around age 10. So I couldn't eat quite well but I wanted to have the beef breakfast. Dad is always the one easily get irritated, but mom insisted to buy me the breakfast. So we ended up standing on the queue while having breakfast. I can still remember how my dad's face looked like. And now Cafe De Coral and many other similar restuarants are still serving the same kind of breakfast. It does not change for almost 20 years but I have grown up to an age that I probably will have my own family very soon. I am just thinking what will it be like if I have my kids want me to buy them this breakfast. I can't wait to see. Gradually I am feeling more and more, family always comes first. | | |
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